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ive decided not to delete this journal. i might want to look back on some shit in here some day and laugh at myself =) but yes add poorandpathetic to your friends list ill be writing in that from now on. farewell!
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ADD POORANDPATHETIC AND DELETE THIS JOURNAL! im gonna delete it in a few days or so.
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| YAAAAAAAAAY CHRISTMAS! |
[25 Dec 2004|11:25pm] |
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presents i recieved:
- an awesome giant carebear! (cheer bear) -James
- 3 pairs of jeans, 2 shirts, 3 hoodies (hollister zip up, hollister hoodie, green zip up) an AWESOME white gold ring with diamonds and a saphire gem -mother
- pjs, hoodie, lots of money -Granny
- little journal set, picture frame, pooping santa -Mandy
- UNDERWEAR!!! -Lisa, Lex, Ashley, Leah
- a ring -Lisa
- feety pajamas -Leah
- $25 gift card to AE -moms friend Brenda
- $15 gift card to marshalls -Ian (secret santa at work)
- $20 gift card to jc penny -Coreys mommy
- $20 gift certificate to the warwick mall -aunts fiancee Russ
i got some BOMB ass presents =D
today was fun. spent half the day at my grandmothers house and half the day at Coreys aunts. hope everybody had a merry christmas!
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| MERRY XMAS EVE EVERYONE |
[24 Dec 2004|11:39pm] |
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good day. very good day. work was great andy was sick but billy was there and aww it was some funny shit. i got him a card for xmas that says "sweetie, even in the dead of winter... (open card) you're still HOT!" bwah so funny. we're probly gonna get in trouble for sexual harrassment XD he slapped my ass with a giant bagel paddle. i made 14 official dollars at dunkin and 15 if i include the one from corey =P speaking of corey. todays our 4 month =) my how time flies. anyway went to my aunt carols as always and got bitched at for being late which i knew would happen but it was okay i dont really care my dads family is so odd. got to play with all the babies! happy birthday to little lissy who turned 3. left my aunts and went to my grandmothers (my moms mom) and opened my presents! woot woot! actually i didnt really get anything good lol all the clothes were too big but i got money and a piggy bank and pajama pants that i love so that was cool. cant WAIT for tmrw morning. i dont see why we cant just open our shit now but nooo my parents are ghey. oh well that was my day lovely story no?
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| its the most wonderful time of the year? |
[24 Dec 2004|12:26am] |
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deleting old entries and combining them into one
brother left but hes back now which is SUCH good news. maybe this christmas will work out. MAYBE.
ive been really pissed lately. thats kinda where im at right now. not much i can do about it till people stop acting like cunt rags. whatever.
i miss james.
***stole this from dee***
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
... got in massive amounts of trouble
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
... HA! it was not to fight with my brother. i think that lasted a few hours. idk if ill make another one.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
... odd subject...NEXT!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
... not "close" but a few people i knew
5. What countries did you visit?
... none =(
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
... an apartment
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
... august 24th. obvious reasons. october 25th. license!!!!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
... somehow passing all my classes last year
9. What was your biggest failure?
... i have no idea. probly not getting decent grades.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
... no
11. What was the best thing you bought?
... car
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
... mandy. because shes absolutely amazing.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
... my brothers. ::sigh::
14. Where did most of your money go?
... clothes, food, gas?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
... getting my license, sneaking out (ahhh what a rush), stealing shit (again such a rush!), going to six flags...
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004?
... "vindicated" lol cuz of tarah and tom judd and "puttin on the ritz" cuz james used to play it a lot
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?: probly about the same
ii. thinner or fatter?: thinner
iii. richer or poorer?: making more money than i was last year
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
... hung around the beach this summer with the old crew =(
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
... complained, gotten in trouble, cried
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
... at home with my moms side of the family. itll suck.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
... fuck love.
23. How many one-night stands?
... 0
24. What was your favorite TV program?
... aqua teen hunger force, family guy
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
... yes.
26. What was the best book you read?
... Speak, Smack, They Don't Know Me
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
... Hole
28. What did you want and get?
... a relationship
29. What did you want and not get?
... an acceptance letter from UNH...of course it doesnt help that i decided not to apply there...i figured id save my money for when i can actually AFFORD to go there
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
... i cant think of the name for some reason
31. What did you do on your birthday?
... worked at heffies! got yelled at by customers so much! cried my little eyes out! got tons of money from people who felt bad for me.
32. What's one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
... not getting caught sneaking out
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
... i have no fashion concept
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jess
2. Ssej
3. Tin Foil
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. jess41887
2. crzy178
3. xlift my skirtx
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i like it when im bubbly
2. i like it when im outgoing
3. i like it when im happy
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Anger Issues!!!!
2. bitchy
3. selfish
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2.
3.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. being alone
2. hospitals
3. dentists
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. money
2. hope
3. shoes
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. American Eagle fleece sweatshirty thing
2. O'neil jeans
3. VS underwear
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Hole
2. Don Mclean
3. The Distillers
kinda got stuck in this "flashback" mode
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Vincent -Don Mclean
2. 5 Finger Discount -Choking Victim
3. Miss World -Hole
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. being happy
2. being thin and in shape!
3. skydiving
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. appreciation
2. understanding
3. affectionism
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i hate christmas
2. i love water
3. i hate my birthday
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. height
3. hair
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. let someone else have the last word
2. stop talking to someone i know i shouldnt talk to
3. save money
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. driving
2. being driven
3. doing puzzles =P
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. not be angry
2. run around outside and get all my energy out
3. ....... and shag
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. journalist
2. novelist
3. teacher
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. Princess Islands on one of those cruise things!
3. California
THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Gabriel (Gabe)
2. Callie
3. Hazel
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. find "true love" ::rolls eyes::
2. write a novel
3. mend my relationships with each of my parents and my brother
okay thats all for now
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saw mandy courtney and kyle today. YAAAAAAAAAAY! THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS MANDER THEYRE BOMB! she got me the funniest thing. its a santa claus that poops little candy ball things. its fantastic. =D
im WICKED excited to work xmas eve (12-6). its me ashley billy and andy and ohhhhhhh its gonna be bomb diggity! since ashley has taken the liberty of informing me that billy and andy said theyre going to annoy her all day (which btw never happened she just thinks shes the center of everyones world) me billy and andy really WILL annoy the fuck outa her all day. singing xmas songs. drinking hot chocolate. squirting shit at her. (get the sanitizer bottle billy LOCK AND LOAD!) we've got this all planned out. weeeeeeeeeeee! SO EXCITEDEDEDEDEDED!
corey you have 4 days left to buy me something fantastic =D
IM SO EFFING EXCITED!!!!
Edit: GAHHHHH CRAZINESS!
i just found out chad and lindsay are engaged! theyre the only 19 year olds i know that are engaged so thats pretty cool. of course...lindsays name is going to be lindsay lynn. which is not so cool in my book. WHICH REMINDS ME!
jason ashley...the boy who stayed at my house for a little while over the summer..has a girlfriend named ashley. hehe. if they get married. she'll be ashley ashley. how weird.
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| A WEEMA WUMBA WAY |
[19 Dec 2004|10:57pm] |
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updating even though i really dont have anything to say. i feel pretty shitty which is no fun. my auntie deb is pregnant again =) this baby will be my 15th cousin! okay wow i really feel like im going to vomit so im gonna go upstairs now. byebye =(
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| And the Scent of the Day Is: COCONUT! |
[18 Dec 2004|12:26am] |
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wow. my names jess and i have mood swings.
soooo this whole "being friends with brian" thing just isnt going to work out. SOMETHING always fucks it up. im perfectly content with the boyfriend i already have thank you. fuck off and die. this marked the beginning of my state of anger for the day.
went to westerly and got james for a little while which was cool cuz i never see him anymore but grrr we went to walmart and he kept going in the break room cuz "ohhh bethany wanted him to." (...whoa i sound like corey) anyway shes a spoiled little princess who gets everything she wants by flipping her hair and wiggling her ass. so i got stuck wandering around aimlessly while i waited. this didnt piss me off it just kindve annoyed me. im impatient. =)
i dropped james off and went to coreys. brad nickala nancy and evan came over. yeahhhh even though i hardly said anything and i think corey thought i was bored i found sitting around thoroughly entertaining. so im in a good mood once again. but im pissed im not gonna see him tmrw. hmmm im happy but im pissed. I AM MULTIMOODY!
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the good...
-christmas shopping tmrw with tarah and heather =)
-christmas party at work 7:00 thursday
-smithfield/brians house friday
-spending saturday with coreyyyyy =)
-out with leah alexis ashley f and lisa saturday night
-Passarelli family gathering all day sunday
-Martino family gathering sunday night
the bad...
-trig packet due tmrw. i cant find mine.
-french test thursday
-lit letter's due in english thursday...as is outline of comparative essay..i havent started either one
-newspaper article due friday in journalism
-and im giving up my hours saturday
overall not too bad. i think i need a 45 minute nap.
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i had to put this little piece of conversation somewhere so whenever im feeling blue i can just look at it and laugh my jiggly little ass off
jess41887: she seems to think you like her too
ozzie30725: as in like romantically?
jess41887: yeah
ozzie30725: what in the fuckin zippidy doo da day?
ozzie30725: theres no way i would ever have feelings for her
jess41887: LMFAO
jess41887: sorry
jess41887: that totally made my day
jess41887: thats horrible that that made my day
ozzie30725: hey i try to brighten peoples days up
billy is bomb
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| YAAAAY MY COMP IS FAST YAAAAAY |
[03 Dec 2004|09:34pm] |
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ahhh much love to my faster computer! as you may or may not have noticed i deleted a few old entries. they were depressing and who needs that right? right. tmrw should be fun. evidently im grounded from using the car. who knew? ive been grounded 6 days already and i was completely unaware. my dads mind is a dark and scary place. so yeah i get to drive again sunday woot woot. hopefully ill get to use MY car soon. gotta fix the lights and get it inspected and registered and all that hooplah. fun stuff.
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Stole this from Sarahs lj. ive got time to kill...
001. What is your name? Jess
002. Spell your name backwards: Ssej
003. Date of birth: 04/18/1987
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Aries
006. Nicknames: ssej, boo boo bear haha
007. Occupation? dunkin donuts employee
008. Height: 5'4"ish
009. Weight: 148
010. Hair color: brown
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? Providence, RI
013. Where do you reside now? North Kingstown
014. Age: 17
015. Screen names: jess41887 xlift my skirtx
016. E-mail addy: jess41887@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? pretty self-explanitory
018. What is your journal name? eastcoastbum
019. What does your journal stand for? uhhh idk
020. Pets: none the only animals that enter this house are slaughtered and packaged
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 19..one for good luck and one to grow on
022. Piercings? earholes
023. Tattoo's? none
024. Shoe size: 8
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: jeans a t-shirt and james' sweatshirt
027. Hearing: james' sweet voice
028. Feeling: no feelings at this point in time
029. Eating/drinking: diet coke
((Friends Stuff)))
Which one of your friends is the..
030. Craziest? tarah
031. Loudest? leah
032. Nicest? beth
033. Bitchiest? ashley m
034. Life of the Party? mandy
035. Jock? james
036. Prep? idk
037. Rebel? all of them
038. Cutest? all of them
039. Best friend of the same sex? courtney mandy and leah
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? james and corey
041. Most popular? iiiiidk
042. Rudest? james
043. Most shy? corey at first
044. Dumbest? hahaha i cant say i might get slapped
045. Smartest? beth
046. Weirdest? tarah
047. Has the best hair? mallory but i dont really talk to her anymore
048. Best personality? everyone
049. Most talented? iiidk
050. Most ghetto? ashley f and lex
051. Most spoiled? idkk
052. Drama queen? ashley m
053. Pain in the ass? iidkkk
054. Funniest? mandy
055. Best advice giver? iidkk
056. Druggie? laura
057. Most likely to join a cult? no clue
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? everyone from smithfield but im trying to straighten that out again
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? court and mandy
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 190
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? i believe so
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? as in seriously? 1
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
064. How many people have you kissed? TOO MANY
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? nope
066. How many people have you dated? lots of stupid few weekers..only 2 actual relationships
067. What do you look for in a guy? honesty, sense of humor, ability to have FUN! i have two overprotective parents i dont need another one
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyeballs, height
069. What type of girl do you usually go for? I go for guys, thanks.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? indeed
071. If so where did you meet them? ha my house through james
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? ummm he gets me
073. Do you have a crush right now? ha oh yes
074. If so who is it? coreyyyyyy
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? not at all
076. Do you remember your first love? course
077. Who is the first person you kissed? MIKE HUNT hahaha formerly michael louis
078. Do you believe in fate? ehh not really
079. Do you believe in soul mates? not really
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? maybe i already have
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 1
105. What are your parents names? Ed and Maria
106. What are your siblings names? Anthony
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 2
108. How many siblings does your father have? 4
109. Where are your parents from? mom-Cranston, dad-Smithfield
110. Is your family close? pfft my friggin aunt and uncle live next door and my grandmothers across the street how much closer can we get?
111. Does your family get together for holidays? yup
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? yes and i love him to death and hes getting help
113. Any medical problems run through your family? not sure
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? haha noooo
115. Do you have any nieces? no
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? no
119. If so for what? not applicable
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Italy
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? Vincent -Don Mclean
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? umm nsync?
123. What's the best cd you own? Hole -Live Through This
124. What song do you absolutely hate? Mambo #5
125. Do you sing in the shower? no lol someone could hear me
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? idk
~Favorites~
127. Color: Pink
128. Food: Italian Wedding Soup
129. Song: way too many
130. Show: Everybody Loves Raymond
131. School subject: English, Creative Writing
132. Band/singer: lots
133. Animal: fish?
134. Outfit: big baggy sweatshirt and jeans
135. Radio station: 94.1, 95.5, 103.3, 92.3 haha
136. Movie: Grease, The Wedding Singer, almost any Adam Sandler movie actually
137. Pair of shoes: my adios
138. Cartoon: Family Guy
139. Actor: Adam Sandler
140. Actress: Reese Witherspoon, Sandra Bullock, Drew Barrymore, Julia Stiles
141. Potato chip: salt and pepper
142. Drink: Diet Coke
143. Stuffed animal: my brown teddy (new face) ty beanie baby that used to be worth like $200+
148. Game on a cell phone: Tetris though i dont have that on mine =(
149. CD cover: idk
150. Flower: Roses, Carnations haha the poor mans rose!
151. Scent: on dudes: axe on me: cool water
152. Animal: this is a repeat! (see number 133)
153. Comic book: Wonder Woman
154. Cereal: Cap'n Crunch, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
168. Alcholic drink: Smirnoff, 151, Budwieser
169. Holiday: Christmas and my birthday
170. Perfume/cologne: another repeat (151)
171. Pizza topping: cheese =)
172. Jello flavor: strawberry
173. Lunch meat: italian ham
174. Board game: Compatability
175. Video game: Tony Hawk
176. Website: www.myspace.com, www.livejournal.com, www.bolt.com
177. Book: Smack -Melvin Burgess (sp?)
178. Computer game: solitaire?
179. Number: 5
180. Cereal: REPEAT! (154)
181. Comedian: anyone on the blue comedy tour
182. Dessert: ice cream, brownies
183. Disney character: minnie mouse
184. Clothing store: Aeropostale, AE, JC Penny
185. Pasttime: is fucking a pasttime? haha juuustt kiddinggg =D
186. Teacher: miss waterman
187. Childhood toy: who knows
188. Carnival game/ride: Superman, Mind Eraser, Splash Mountain idk i love roller coasters
189. Candy bar: 100 grand bars
190. Magazine: Cosmo haha
191. Salad dressing: EWWWWWWWWWWWW
192. Thing to do on the weekend: leave my house
193. Hot drink: coffee, hot chocolate
194. Season: Summer
195. Sport to watch: baseball
196. Person to talk to online: idk everyone
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? they were pink with white hearts but now its pretty much white
198. What color are your bedroom walls? purple ha im such a little girl
199. Do you have posters on your wall? no im not allowed my parents suck
200. If so of what? lalalala
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? Yup
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? hardly anything
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: t-shirt and underwear hehe
205. What size bed do you have? Twin
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? daybed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? Nope, no need
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? No
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: that cornball dumped me
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? Two
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? i dont think so but ive been told i smile in my sleep
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? No, thank god i think we'd kill each other
214. Do you snore? dont think so
215. How about drool? ha sometimes
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yup
217. What color is the carpet in your room? purplish but its got bleach spots all over it cuz im retarded and i was playing with bleach haha
218. What's under your bed? a trundle bed that rolls out and pops up yaaayyyy
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: die
272. Virgins: good for you
273. God: He's cool
274. The Osbournes: bwahahahhaa
275. Reality TV: fun to laugh at
276. J.Lo: i wish i had her ass
277. Religion: personal decision
278. Emo music: haha love it
279. Valentine's Day: awww its cute! ive never had a boyfriend on valentines day though which is disappointing
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: whatever shes a dumb cunt but she can sing well
281. Homosexuals: whatever floats your boat man
282. Abortion: bad
283. Inter-racial relationships: im for it
284. Murder: murderers should kill themselves
285. Death: sad
286. Obesity: part of life
287. Pre-marital sex: i dont think you should fuck just anyone but if there are actually feelings there its different. i screwed that up for myself.
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[28 Nov 2004|09:41pm] |
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so the car is mine =) greenish-blue 96 dodge neon about 160000 miles...500 bucks. what a score! it was my dads friends i guess. my parents decided to let me keep it after they saw my fantastic report card <3 only one C. friggin chem. 2 A's one was actually a 100 in creative writing haha so yeah my parents were pretty damn pleased cuz they thought i was doing bad for some reason. i made honor roll. the whole thing really pissed my brother off hehe. oh and i cant drive the car yet it didnt pass inspection cuz the backup lights dont work so i gotta get that fixed. after the purchase ill still have 1400 bucks to put into this car so thats pretty sweet. ill be online a lot this week. im grounded again.
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AHHHH SO HAPPY I CANT STAND IT
Wednesday- went to mandys after school. justin came over and we went to the emerald square mall! i havent been there in foreverrrr! mandy slept over that night =D
Thursday- took the day out of school to hang out with my manderrrrrrr. it was spectacular. i took her home and went to westerly to hang out with james for a lil bit. i saw cornball at work! he didnt seem too pleased with me.
Friday- boring. got corey mad at me =/ understandably so.
Saturday- corey!!! =D thats all i have to say. and i saw gilly that day too! and i got trashed and puked! big hearts for saturday. <3 <3 <3
Sunday- went to my grandpas aunts 95th birthday! my uncle bob is wicked funny he just kept saying gee this is quite an exciting party huh jess, i mean, how often do you get to go to someones NINETY-FIFTH birthday party! i saw all the little rugrats. that totally added to my happiness. those little ones make you feel so loved its crazy. little michael got there and screamed TESSY! and ran to me and clung to my leg. i love that boy. autism and all.
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[15 Nov 2004|09:49am] |
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so im in journalism and stuff. pretty boring. im gonna try not to complain about stupid stuff with corey and my friends anymore. poor cornball. how does he put up with me? i had a nice long chat with some old friends this week and ahh everything just feels so much better! but yes no more arguing...well maybe with ashley. cuz shes an all-american slutbag. cornball bought me a ring ;) it was 50 cents in one of those machines at walmart =D i wanna see mandy either wednesday or thursday or both! mommy said i might be able to take a personal day cuz she has thursday off and i dont. and i think im hanging out with siobhan saturday =) i <3 shaviz. but thats coreys day offfff. idk.
i have nooooo clue what im getting anyone for xmas im gonna buy forrrrrrrrr........
corey
mandy
james
courtney
leah
ash f
lex
and lisa
jazmine reminded me that our Hamlet papers are due tmrw which suuuuucks for me cuz i have to work tonight and i totally forgot about the paper so i havent even started it and it has to be 5 pages long =( i still havent done that stupid chem project. i dont care. not doing it isnt gonna make me fail its just gonna make my grade like 20 points lower. ::smacks head:: oh wellll im going to ccri anyway =P
i was being a bitch to miss distefano today and everybody was laughing about it cuz we all know shes a fucktard and she needs to be bitched out to the max. no one says anything when she flips out for no reason. but next time she does i think im just gonna get up and walk out and tell mr wood the little tantrums she throws give me a headache. good plan huh? =) i almost wish she had flipped out on us today.
okay back to this article....mural club haha. what a fantastic article this will be.
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i miss mandy and conti and courtney who i didnt see at the fashion show last night cuz evidently shes in the bahamas!
theres so much crappy shit going on right now that little shit is just pissing me off. i dont know how i can make myself feel any better and i really dont care. i dont eat that much. i sleep all the time. i blow off projects. i dont care at all. im happy and sad at the same time all the time. take the fashion show for example: i got to see everyone! (mandy and conti especially) but at the same time i got there late so i had nowhere to sit. my good friends were in the show so i couldnt really talk to them. and most of all...in the 2 years since i moved ive hardly kept in touch with anyone. it was just an odd feeling of being out of place...but its not even the NORMAL out of place feeling. i really feel like i dont *belong* anywhere. ugh the tears. this is horrible. im determined to re-establish some of my old friendships. the ones i practically let fail. ack my heart is aching.
i really need to get my life in order.
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| lalalala |
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i should really be doing my chem project thats due next period but, i really dont want to. i thought it was due wednesday! agh ::dies:: anyway. today will be fun because i said so. i kinda sorta have a car now! well i just get to drive daddys jeep whenever i want he said i can get a car when he sells el jeepo. nice! thatll give me time to save up a lil anyway. i have 2100 right now. not bad i suppose. anyway yes im going to venture all the way down route 1 on my own today. woooo. ive driven route 1 like 6 times with mother so i dont think im gonna kill myself =) im going to get james and idk what we're up to. and i have to cash my check! oh boy oh boy. ahhh the bell! <3
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IM SO EFFING SICK OF BOYS
except for maybe mine. and hands. but thats not who i mean. first of all--i swear guys pms. second--dont ever EVER ask me if i would fuck you. its a dumb question. if youre stupid enough to ask then the answer is no <3 also. boys are a million times worse than girls when it comes to spreading rumors. i swear i did not have sexual relations with that boy. so if you heard the rumor shove it up your ass it isnt true. ive come to the conclusion that there are two boys i definitely cannot be friends with cuz they try to get me in trouble with the boyfriend and that is just not cool at all. and so i say au revoir. may you find happiness in whatever hole you end up in next.
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i skipped school yesterday. i know i know bad idea but i had completely forgotten about a project and i just COULD NOT GO. so corey came and got me and all was well for most of the day. we went to rosies around the clock grill and ooooooooooooh man those french fries were BOMB! then back to his house for some sleep. i had to pee so bad i thought my bladder was gonna explode and i had to wait for his dad to leave again and ahhh it was horrible but then he left and i tinkled and i didnt pee myself. ::beams proudly:: umm later we went to wally world and i saw silly gilly hehe havent seen him in over a year. my dad called telling me the school had called saying i was absent! ahhh! i have skipped/stayed home with their knowledge 75378357 times and NEVER has anyone answered the phone. either my brother or myself has always gotten to it but noooooooo not yesterday =( so my mom said she was gonna call today and find out if i was lying but she hasnt called yet and im really praying she wont =( i guess that brings me to today. well actually i started my little game last night by telling my mom i really didnt feel good. i even threw some tears in. i told her i needed to do my homework still and she was like no just go to bed you look terrible. so i knew my chances were good to stay home today and make sure she didnt call my school. but this morning i woke up at like 5 and really felt like i was gonna puke (probly from being so stressed all night) and my mom was like just go back to bed. BUT I FORGOT TO CALL ASHLEY! AND I FORGOT MY CELL PHONE IN COREYS CAR LAST NIGHT! SO IM SURE SHE CAME TO MY HOUSE WTF'ING BECAUSE SHE COULDNT FIND ME =( she didnt call my house which is odd blah idk im sure shes gonna be pissssssed. so thats my life in a nutshell.
oh
and i <3 you kori johnson-hoopes!!!!
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| stolen from james |
[01 Nov 2004|11:32am] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
33. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
comment bitches. everybodys doing it.
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